In case anyone is interested, that one small kitty ended up being accepted by all the other cats. I would like to think it's because of all the milk the Friday bar so generously donated.

Howdy, chaps. Been a while.

I'll just take an ale

Issues with the leadership at my job is making me wanna quit, but not until I have something else lined up.

One of my cats appears to be sick, and she can't breathe through her nose. She was cold and now we'er trying to keep her warm and fed, but she doesn't wanna eat. We have called a vet over twice and now we have the medicine. Let's hope it works.

I'm actively trying to be more Christian. I've made a few improvements to myself, but its really small stuff atm.

Howdy yall

Gonna change departments at work. Not sure yet whether it's gonna be marketing or sales, I'm waiting till my team lead tells me what openings are available. Nevertheless in the long run I aim to change industries overall since the current one conflicts with my moral values.

Got the green light from the landlord to make some changes in the flat I'm renting, so while it will take a while, hopefully my place's gonna end up much cosier than it is now.

Though I don't feel it directly, little by little I'm doing progress. While I'm stressed on one level, on another I can feel a lot of other stresses letting go. I think it's gonna take some more months but it's getting there.

I bought the gym pass, it ought to arrive after 20th. I gotta start taking care of my body because I'm feeling increasingly shitty both on physical level but also on mental level due to that. For now I will focus on weight loss, because without that I can't do some exercises I need and want to do.

I am feeling increasingly lonely. I know that partially that is due to the season, but also I have fever and fever social interactions, and those that I do have are of increasingly lower and lower quality. I really don't know what I'm doing wrong, at this point it's a self-perpetuating cycle: I feel worse so I'm less approachable, so I have fewer social interactions, this I'm feeling worse etc. Every now and then I put in extra effort to get out of that cycle, and it can end up being fine for a few months but afterwards it all comes crashing down and leaves me feeling even worse than I did before. This is nth low and I don't know how much lower I can go. At some point it will be easier life-wise to make myself a comfy corner (or a corner with comfy) and not even try anymore, since experience dictates that it always ends up the same way.

New one piece chapter was OK-ish this week, won't discuss what I didn't like because spoilers.

I'll have your strongest pilk please, I'm boycotting cola even though I know it's utterly pointless.

Yall don't forger to tip slav1 an updoot. Cheers

Week 7. This week is about me making some frens and skipping classes

There was a fire alarm on tuesday. And not just a regular exercise but a real alarm at 2:45 ik the night. Luckily for me, i already planed on skipping classes on the next day and was still awake at the time. Because it was champions league on tuesday and because the local team AND my team played, i got really drunk that evening. So i naturally tried to spend my evening getting even more drunk and watching some movies.

But then the fire alarm went off and i got in a little bit of panic there. I grabbed my meds, some cash and a bottle of fireball, tossed them in my backpack and evacuated the building. I spend like an hour on the evacuation point. Luckily, i met another guy who was also kinda drunk and spend the rest of the evacuation drinking the rest of the fireball. It turned out that this guy actually is a chill guy and we became frends after. Actually we go out to get more drinks tomorrow.

Also i found out that the vlog i have to submit is due in 2 weeks and i havent really started yet. So i spend most of this week with analysing the CX elements of spotify.

I Had a great week!
I have trained a lot and played a lot of chess. My wife and I are working on great Instagram content and so far the reception is good. ATM I am playing the new league mode with a friend and it's quite fun.
Tomorrow we will visit my parents for a nice lunch and I hope there will be a lot of great food!
Barkeep, I will take a slice of cake.

Didnt go out anywhere and was prepped for a somewhat shit fr, but the girl i like texted me and we chatted for like an hour so i guess it wasnt all thst bad.
the girl made herself a ***tail so one of them wierd things please

also i started a discussion with silvertalon a few days ago but i just cant be botherd to respond right now so i hope he wont get pissed off for me just not responding or reading his point right now

On Sunday I go to Disney World. My in-laws are having a family vacation down there and part of it is the Disney World Christmas Party, and I'm going to hopefully get a picture with Gaston. I have a shirt I can open at the neck so we can show off how every inch of us is covered in hair. Wish me luck because I was unsuccessful last time. My in-laws are already down there and borrowed our soft back drink cooler, and they were very happy that I had plastic utensils in it to help with all the take out they were eating, so that felt good.
Also, I was going to record an episode of my podcast yesterday but my cohost fell victim to the running gag of our show (a Tom Green movie was on TV).
I ended up having the day off today because my work now recognizes veterans day as a paid holiday, so I did some shopping and video editing. Overall good day (though a little glitch with my webcam software is it will sometimes record the video at a slower speed than the audio when it gets into the editing software which results in the audio slowly falling out of sync, so I took basically every pause and shifted the audio less than a second forward, and resynced everything, a very tedious process that took way longer than I intended on the video). I called my veteran grandpa and thanked him for the day off, that got a laugh.
I'll just have the company of the bartender this week. What's up with Slav1?

Long time I don't see my crush (because I temporarily don't have my driving license and she doesn't have it at all) and I also gave up texting her because it's something never enjoyed to do with anyone, I usually text only to plan to hang out. She also seemed too dismissive when I texted lately and she stopped texting first.
Yesterday her parents asked me how it is going and invited me out for a beer.
I always make a good impression to the parents of the girls I see, but just to them.