That is a really sleek looking car. Best of luck, keep us updated please.
So I take it beureaucracy in spain is just as stupidly complicated as in germany?

Sorry for the late check in folks, went for a nap, woke up tired 8 hours late.

My transfer to the new department has been officially approved, that means I no longer work in the engine area and will never be able to return, no matter what my supervisors say.

Now that I am gone, my former boss is slagging me down quite badly. Even if I get my full contract at the company and fix all my problems, do you really think they would take me back if the only reputation I've built for myself there is being a ***ing retard. It just hurts me, I've done my best, all of a sudden it went from "all is good" to "you are ***ing stupid and we will fire you unless you accept this demotion.

It made me really bitter, because they'd rather take and promote someone that doesn't do any work and is liked by nobody.

During my birthday last month I've done something very ***ing stupid.
I wanted to treat myself and went out and managed to spend over an entire wage on women, because I can't say no. If I wouldn't have done this, I would have been on my way up financially this month but I am in up shits creek without a paddle yet again. I will recover but it will take at least 3 months.
Made some 50 quid on a small commission and now I am thinking about treating myself with a new model airplane for my collection and a game on steam.
Model plane would be either something company (Lufthansa) related or something completely different but still cool and unique. Game is the System Shock remake. Or put it on my bank account which would be a drop of water on a hot stone..

I'm not doing great, mentally but it is what it is.
But maybe this self made poverty is the diet I've been looking for to lose weight.

I'd like a Spezi and a G&T please.

I would hate to clean this up.

Can someone explain this?

I'm so happy to hear that you are doing better.
If you no longer have to worry about earnings, that#s the best feeling.

What#s that track called?

The battle with the addiction is not going well. it's a losing game.
The documentary I appeared in about it turned out to be rather basic and most of the interview I was in was cut, only the spiciest bits were left in.

I am however happy at my new department although it still bothers me deeply that my previous work was so unsatisfactory that every ddivision I was with before is convinced that I am a ***ing idiot.
They prefered to hire a lazy *** that does no work and is liked by nobody.

The addiction bit is the most worrying as I am wasting my life away, I am turning 31 in 10 days and I have achieved none of my goals, never been in love, the dream of creating my own family is just there to be burried by this point.

I have almost fully recovered from my financial crisis and I have learnt a lesson.
And I have finished my singlespeed bike, I can't wait to break it in tomorow.

I'd like a Paulaner Spezi please.

The new departmant at work is happy with me and they are taking me in for an additional year, then they will decide if I get a unlimited contract or if im being let go.

FInancially, I am in absolute shambles and it will take a while before I recover.
And its all my fault.

Going to get tested for ADD in november and I hope they find something, otherwise im just retarded.
Addiction is still bad, I've given up trying and I grow more bitter and resentful towards me per day.
I took everything I could have from me. I am the reason I don't have a life outside of work or internet porn, THis is my doing. And I can't undo it.

One G&T please.

What did he say?

Addiction has gotten really bad again, not myself currently.
Work is killing me, mentally but I dont think I can return to my old department.
What to do? Sit it out and hope for the best?
I really dont want to go on like this anymore.
One Gin and Tonic please.