No, but I think it was an anime image though.

And that he is based as all hell.

I've got a job interview with Lufthansa on monday, its for their logistics department of the maintenance service. I've got a good feeling.
I am close to finishing my roadbike project. I've bought it as scrap basically, just the frame and the parts that were seized on with wheels. Took a while and some hoops I had to jump through to get that far, just need a new chain and cassette at this point.
My dad is going to visit me on saturday and on sunday, I am going to buy myself some nice clothes for the interview.
Met with some friends I made at therapy today for coffee and that was really nice.
Still fighting the good fight, hope it will get better with a new job.

I'd like a Bailey's on ice please.

I hope all works out for you my friend!

I got released from therapy today after 9 weeks.
Made new friends, got some self esteem and I got back in touch with an old friend.
We talked a lot and I finally applied for a new job at the place he's working for.
I hope my addiction problem will get better when I get a job I actually like.
I'd like an Apfelkorn today.

Since the 18th of january, I've been undergoing therapy.
It helps, especially getting away from work, which is getting worse and worse.
I've made some friends there and for the first time ever I went out clubbing, it'snot for me though.

My dad is coming back to germany this month, this time for good. Maybe we can be a real family now.

My addiction is still kicking my ass and makes me feel like a piece of shit.
Stopped working out as well, I can't motivate myself.

If all goes well, I might have a new job and I can leave the hellhole that is my current workplace.

One G&T please.

I remember a guy calling in at a late night radio show. He confessed that he is attracted to children and as a result, castrated himself chemically. Never did anything but wanted to prevent it.

G-11

I have no female friends at all, I have 1 friend thats it, My PC is not crucial at all. I've been planning to put it in storage but didnt do it so far.

And thats the kicker, I just dont believe in me gettig better. That's why Im justa ccepting it.

Having a massive ***ing crisis.
I have realisied that it is me, just me who is holding me back.
I know my problems, I know what to do but I am not doing it.
It's not jus the fact that im not doing it, it's that I'm not even trying.

My life is going down the drain and I am not even trying to do anything about it, I don't believe in it. Or that I am worth having a good life. I am almost 30, I'ver never been in a relationship or was loved by someone. This loneliness is absolutely crushing. I am drowning.

I've been trying to get away from my PC and the internet in order to get out and be around people. It hasn't worked, I can't even beat my addiction. Which is the other thing that is killing me.

I don't see a way out. Right now, I am contemplating suicide when I turn 30 next year.
I just can't take this, I don't want to live like this.
The worst part is, even the aspect of my breaking my fmaily's heart, doesn't cause a reaction or a change of heart in me.

Lots of G&T please.