It is possible I went big honk of iron build, however that early I doubt I had greatswords.

idk how but i struggled with DS, but capra demon was somehow easy

I thought it was just balkan style health care and I'm sad to see it is norm there too.
From what I gathered psychotherapists (MD ones) don't want/can't/shouldn't create bond with patient. I don't know if I gotten bad one or is this norm. Also it suck when we talk about some side problem all therapy and now I have to wait 3 months to talk about things actually bothering me.
I hate the fact i'm going for years now and none of them bothered to idk, help me build my life or something similar. Main thing that SUCK ABOUT it is the fact they CANNOT give you advice.
I have e-mail from one i'm going to strictly since I went to group therapy and schedule was somewhat irregular. He never mentioned to me whether can I contact him. Last therapist even mentioned if I have issues with AD I should go to urgent part of psych ward. I have no words.
So yeah, AD kinda suck, make me feel shit I shouldn't say, get me all fcked up and worse thing is you don't notice how bad they *** you up months after when you have some sort of retrospective.
I'm slowly adjust to my new dosage (that went from 25-0-50 to 50-0-50), but my appetite went sky high and i'm losing weight loss progress i made this year. I just don't know I'm used to sucking up teeth and powering through by I will continue with new AD.
When i complained about attitude I was getting he said I was rude because I have issues with my parents. I mean fair enough, but i think my criticism is well placed.
Sorry if this is all over place...

please point out fake videos

lmao, there is no way you believe in this right?
https://www.hamas-massacre.net/

she is not

Thanks I'm going to use that moving on.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/October_7_attacks
sure 828+ civilians and
367+ security forces
isn't terror attack, right.

Wanna see video of Hamas beheading Philippine worker with shovel?

they are really expensive, much more than if you made meal from fresh ingredients

Thanks fren.
This is my 5th AD, and in fact isn't really AD, but can be used as one.
All was fine before and this AD was light, barely noticeable. But after the latest increased dosage I feel it is chewing through my brain, just like any other AD.
I hate how my psychiatrist won't address my issues or bother to explain the process.
Also I hate how we see each other for 20 minutes every 2 months (now in 4 months).
I don't know if i can contact him, or should I, or should i just continue with increased dosage.
I hate it.