yes, you're correct. I am an idiot, because I don't try to be the best version of myself. I am an idiot for giving in to lazy satisfaction when I could strive for goals that will deliver purer satisfaction. I lack the will to be better.
I did, but my mind couldn't find anything remarkable, or any argument in it.
I read your text as I would a fact. It's just there. It doesn't evoke any kind of emotional response, nor any argument towards it, but I know for a fact that you're trying to get some point across. The only problem is that you can't express yourself, but I'm trying to make you do just that.
Is there something you want to say, or was your post you talking with yourself?