https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9yiJQ1dcn_o Oh , i forgot, i turned 29 this week.

For most of my life i hated myself. I refused to excersise and i refused to bond with other people. To compesate for that i let my self fall into p0rn and lust. It ruind me.

But for whatever reason a pengiun edit caused a shift inside me. A shift for the better. So i decided to take up on hiking to replace the p0rn and lust problem. And it kinda worked. Every day i went on top of the samller hill that rises above my village. I'm aslo preparing myself to hike on our highest peak (someday in the future when i've got enough condicion).

One day i said to my self ***** it i'm going further** and hiked on top of the big hill, wich my village is named from (There is also a cross that marks the hill top). In that moment i didn't feel tired. I felt content. In peace. In that moment i asked God to help me in my struggle and to stand by my side. For about a week i didn't watch p0rn. Then i fell into it again and again. Today i'm planing on hiking to the top and doing a actual prayer. I want to leave this old me behind and become a better person. And by the hope of it, becoming a father someday (if i meet the person).

I've run out of things to talk about.

Here's the whole box for your supplies.

What will you do with those things?

I would like to meet you all someday. Cheers.

For the tunes.

Nice to see you recovering, cheers.

Cheers.

https://desingpedia.vercel.app/posts/side-dishes-for-bbq-meatballs There would be too many pictures.