Reminds me of when I used to drive my brother on his wheelchair to the local park so he could get some fresh air. God why did he have to die to cancer. It should have been me. He did not deserve it. He was a much better person than I could ever be. He had future ahead of him. It should have been me who got cancer. I just keep failing no matter how hard I try. Even when I try to live for myself and not to satisfy other's expectations, I cannot find happiness. It would have been better if it was me and not him.
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