Here's my recommendations to you btw.
Vibes:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b5pCa2OcqIA
What fits my way of interpreting how you feel:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4MXj03Qq7Q
Option C/D (I think both are relatable)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zjImimUmdA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1jomiD7YUM

Yesss please

I have this feeling you're stronger than you think you are. You'll succeed, friend. Even if you work a shit job for a while, let's say it like this, not even the guy your account is named after had an easy life. You'll be fine dude. And if not, dm me and we'll talk

Hahah hell yeah. I was trying not to be too eurocentric, but yeah, miata's are awesome. You probably know that
Miata
Is
Always
The
Answer

She's a lovely car. She drives well, puts her tail out in a nice, predictible manner, and honestly, she delivered me one of my best days ever. (I got to drive one of my best friends' bride into their wedding with my Miata :D)

Btw, where you from? If you're semi-nearby we could do a sesh together someday hahaha

TBH I like toprope/lead a bit better, but bouldering is so much easier to do, because you don't need a belayer. Then again, whatever branch of the sport you choose, it'll get you ripped and it gives you a puzzle. It's like sudoku, but you accidentally do calisthenics. And it helped me deal with some phobias. *** I love climbing hahaha

Keeping cars rust free and relatively stock is a noble pursuit. 300 bhp sounds like a handful, be careful, frien.

Here in the Netherlands the overtone window for vehicle power output is a bit different from the great US of A, the most power I've ever had under my butt was a borrowed Audi TT quattro, my current cars are an NB miata and a gen3 prius. For Dutch norms, the Miata is quite nippy at 120bhp/1ton. But for you that probably sounds like a joke hahaha.

If I may be so bold, which city is it? Most cities have a good bouldering/climbing gym nearby, and if they don't they have a great outdoor area nearby :D

Oh damn. she's a beauty! I like how she rides high and mighty. Many enthousiasts *** up the ride by lowering their cars, but that makes them less fun to drive because you have to crawl over every speedbump. Except from the seats (and taking the hood off), did you do anything to her?

Work's kinda shit. After they let go a lot of ppl, my project got cancelled. Not because I did badly, but because we were too far ahead of schedule. Now I sit at my desk and *** around with Python to learn some stuff.
A friend of mine does some lightart, so I wrote some code for him, and that was the most satisfaction I've gotten from any bit of code I've written in the last 6 months I think.
I was away from here for a while because I had a little bit of a mental health crisis: Climbing is my mental health crutch, but after a bad fall I needed physical crutches.
I also realized that, regardless of my own emotional load, I'm always there for the people around me, to the point where I get overwhelmed. I've found out it's my strongest and my weakest side, at the same time.
Beautiful crisis fuel, all of this.
So barkeep, give me a forget-me-shot, or if you can't find all the ingredients, a nice Gouden Carolus Cuvée van de Keizer Imperial Dark. That stuff's strong, tasty and very shareable. Anyone wants to share a bottle?