Amazing work by taking the anti depressants! I know they are hard to get along with, but they'll help you a lot, I'm sure
Can that sacrolitis improve with exercise?
I think you should take slow the pressure you put into your work and "what to do in life". Take it easy one step at a time. Try taking care of yourself by being healthy, that's very time consuming and will improve most of your other activities
Anyways, I do not want to make any of this sound "easy". Letting this all out is great :D
Internet is a great place for this, there are tons and tons of resources. There are different courses depending on your interests/objectives. I would suggest "Free Code Camp" as its free and open, their courses are standard and certificated.
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